Cooper - The Best Dog, Ever

Cooper has been sick. A couple of weeks ago we took him to the vet because he was having coughing fits and gagging constantly through the day. The vet gave us a prescription for some narcotics to keep him mellow and not barking while what they thought was kennel cough got better. And he did seem to get better, he still coughed - but it was down to a few times a day.

Cooper has never been sick before. We've spent lots of money at the vet over the years - but it was all for things like stitches for cut feet and broken toes. So this is all new to us. This morning I got up and saw that he had puked by the back door. This is the normal spot for him to do this. He has always been a puker - our Cooper has a sensitive tummy. But this morning something looked different and there was some blood in the puddle.

Troy just came home from work early to take him to the vet to get him checked out again. I spent this afternoon's quiet time petting and cuddling Cooper - apologising for not having as much time and patience for him since the kids came along. Of course, he would never hold a grudge - he was just happy to have my affection and leaning into me and resting his head on me enjoying the contact.

Before they left the house, Troy saw me crying. I explained to him that I was afraid that the vet might say there is something really wrong with Cooper and he will die soon or will have to be put down. I understand that he is getting to be old - and that his passing will be inevitable - but I just don't think it should be time yet.

I'm worried that I overlooked him being extra tired, staying in bed longer than usual, not wanting to go for the second walk of the day, maybe looking a bit thinner. Things that we have summed up to him just getting older that could be an indication of something else.

I've never had a dog before Cooper, and I wouldn't say that I wasn't a dog person before getting him, I just didn't think much of dogs either way. Now that I am totally a dog person, he holds a very special piece of my heart. Those of you that know our family well know that Cooper has been pretty spoiled throughout his life. Sleeping on the bed and furniture, longs walks and hikes every day, treats and table scraps and trips to the beach. The way we have spoiled him has been nothing compared to the joy and comfort and companionship he has brought us. He is the best dog ever.